This term is finished and next term is coming and will start on 8/10. What I want to do is try to make my life being more productive. I hope to use this period of time to do more scanning of film and also try to start using my interface which has been bought for long time (almost 1 year). Until this moment, I still believe I can try to work for nice music. I don't know when but I have promised myself to at least record one album in my life. It is not too demanding, right?

Anyway, I feel so good to finally finished all exam. The one I took today really gave me hard time. I just tried to work out better but I still think I did better than most of my classmate. You know? How can you do revision at the very last second and keep calling people for the tips and answer? I am curious about if they have ever thought about what responsibility means. I may be really mean but I really hate the idea about you don't give afford to something but comes up complaining about you did no good but one thing is you never work hard or pay any afford!

After the exam, I just sat with classmates and talked about what we want to do in the future. Of course, we are all headache about we have to pay another installment of fees before 25/9. It really "hurts" me. Just by thinking the money I have to pay is enough for me to travel more than a month in southeast Asia.

Let me stop talking non-sense.

Okay! The last thing to say is I found out this poster outside Sogo after dinner! WTF? If anyone has watched "Deadman", who must know what I want to say! Hong Kong really needs some more original idea but not to riff off something directly from anywhere that you think no people would know or find out. The guy on the poster is just 98% looks like Johnny Depp! Let's compare together!

Just have a little sum up of this month and also celebrate I was successfully to overcome something.

Today, I just got the result of my last assignment. Wow. I got the highest mark among the classmates. Once again... I just don't know why I didn't work harder when I was at my "student era". I am not to be too proud of myself but to say... it is never too late to do something but have to see if it is worth to waste all your youth for something unnecessary.

Good news is...

In past 8-10 months, I had been suffered from losing faith and the hope of life or the way of being. I am not sure why it would come across my life in this age but one thing is I can only tell you I had really really hard time in my life to spend every single moment in silence. Terrible to spend a night with terrible insomnia. It was harder than the time I was addicted to philosophical thinking (not so serious). One thing I still remember is I really enjoyed to think of all these questions or statements. I can spend a whole day after reading a little sentence or proposition from Kant's book or one's novel.

I had never understood the fear would really come into my life and made such a serious impact to make me losing appetite and losing hope or nothing can motive me to do anything. Life started to be so negative in a really dangerous way. I couldn't believe how long I can stand and especially lose hope of humanity.

Anyway, the whole thing started getting better. Of course, fear just always comes out in the middle of the night with unnecessary thought and nightmare. I just tell myself all of them are unnecessary and at least I can do something to fill up all my time or the space in my mind and just like everyone does. Sometime I believe it is the reason way some people can be so optimistic. Yes, to fill up your time with something else and just make the time to be useful. (so-called)

So I started to be more productive - working hard on homework, reading some new books or old books. Just make myself tired and no time for thinking anymore. That just shows how weak and chicken I am. Whatever... It is better than letting all those fear flowing in your blood.

So... keep reading and that's all in this moment to make me feel better.

Typhoon or no typhoon?

First to update a cute picture of Indian kids in Singapore. They were so active to talk and let me to take pictures of them.



Back from Singapore almost a week, I'm still not ready for the normal life like going to work and school every week. I used to do really fast in the office but these few days I start avoiding to finish my work as fast as before. I used to check all form submitted before the end of the day but these few days I am just so lazy and don't even want to make a phone call but wait the applicants to call me and my answer was like "we are ready to call you. Thanks for calling us first". I still haven't called those people who had submitted information before I went to Singapore.

Luckily the typhoon news came to my ears, I was so happy to know and waiting for a leave as bonus. What I wanted is if I can have a day off tomorrow so I don't have to work in Yorkbest (my part time job). Nothing more than wasting my time to sit and doing nothing in the office. Sometime help out for lunch, deliver and even buying mooncake.:S

Today came to have a little bad luck about the arrangement. I supposed to give the Microkorg back to Owen but I left it at friend's place so I had to take it back during my lunch in order to be able to give him back after work. Suddenly typhoon has moved so fast and made me to have a early day and left by 2:30pm. So... I decided to bring it back to home and wait for his call. I didn't know I am stuck in MTR station. This must be the first or probably would be the last time that I had to spend 1 hour to wait for the train in Wanchai and another 1 hour to wait in Admiralty. When I was home... already 5:15pm.

Just by seeing how Hong Kong people did today I can see how selfish human can be. I can't believe I was so angry and so piss off.

Sometime no typhoon is better to every unit. What I got is back home a bit earlier but all productivity I lost was huge... It also made me physically really tired.

Let me talk a little bit about the photos I took in Singapore. Some of them came out in a nice way but some are not. Now I understand more about how to use flash properly and its function. I ruined two rolls of taking night scene.

Deadline of homework is coming (next week) but still haven't started to write a word. I started to worry a lot. :)