Bad news
There are too many bad news in this 2007 January.
Work has started to be really busy since there are too many people to do the registration. I have to sit 9 hours per day as there is no break with continous income document... enquiry and screening. I still don't know why this kind of registration would exist as I understand how usless it really is. I only think of if the government is really poor from the financial deficit. Sometimes I feel ashamed for many people who have been taking adventage from all thought worst off but they would never pay any tax or do any contribution to this city. There are many lies...
These few days I was really in trouble of too many things to be handle... and too many concern. It really makes reconsider about how a life should be. Most of time we are in dilemma. I feel so sorry for those people who don't even have choice. They have too many burdens and got locked.
This week... my dad is finally willing to try going back to hosptial and prepare for his operation. When I look at his face and can see the beauty. The beauty that I always respect. A nice man... sometime was not a good father but he is one. There is nothing more important than making him to have confident and stand up once again.
Finally, Laos trip would not really happen even ticket is booked. It is to declare I am going and ready to back to school. School is like a promise. I don't know if it can make my life better and give me more opportunity. I am not so humble and finally understand what the life really is. I have to compromise a little to fullfile and to be someone responsible... to someone love you and to relieve their worries on you.
I just hope I can spend my days better and try to keep that in mind. There are only two years that I must have to overcome. No one would know you will be alone or have someone around. Just not ask for it.
I feel better after recovering from emotional period. I can't believe it has been a month. At those time... your life sucks. And now, I just want to wait until my dad recoverd and lets take a train ride to china together. This is one of his hope... I just want to complete it as a daughter or for someone you love especially when you can't see too many days for someone.
Work has started to be really busy since there are too many people to do the registration. I have to sit 9 hours per day as there is no break with continous income document... enquiry and screening. I still don't know why this kind of registration would exist as I understand how usless it really is. I only think of if the government is really poor from the financial deficit. Sometimes I feel ashamed for many people who have been taking adventage from all thought worst off but they would never pay any tax or do any contribution to this city. There are many lies...
These few days I was really in trouble of too many things to be handle... and too many concern. It really makes reconsider about how a life should be. Most of time we are in dilemma. I feel so sorry for those people who don't even have choice. They have too many burdens and got locked.
This week... my dad is finally willing to try going back to hosptial and prepare for his operation. When I look at his face and can see the beauty. The beauty that I always respect. A nice man... sometime was not a good father but he is one. There is nothing more important than making him to have confident and stand up once again.
Finally, Laos trip would not really happen even ticket is booked. It is to declare I am going and ready to back to school. School is like a promise. I don't know if it can make my life better and give me more opportunity. I am not so humble and finally understand what the life really is. I have to compromise a little to fullfile and to be someone responsible... to someone love you and to relieve their worries on you.
I just hope I can spend my days better and try to keep that in mind. There are only two years that I must have to overcome. No one would know you will be alone or have someone around. Just not ask for it.
I feel better after recovering from emotional period. I can't believe it has been a month. At those time... your life sucks. And now, I just want to wait until my dad recoverd and lets take a train ride to china together. This is one of his hope... I just want to complete it as a daughter or for someone you love especially when you can't see too many days for someone.
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