For a few year, I started losing interest of listening to new release. It would be a good sight as I have no more storage for new thing to come.

In these two week, my family started changing furniture. My shelf for Cds, Books and Vinyls was moved away for changing a new closet for clothes. I tried my best to keep them in somewhere people can't see so I don't need to throw them away.

When I was tidy up the shelf, I found many things I used to read, used to listen to. Some of them I still love to listen, some of them are not for my age anymore. That's why people said... best music should be timeless. I mean I still can listen to those music but I wouldn't spend time to listen to them anymore... if I have other choice.

In the shelf, I found out nine 7 inch of the Smiths. They are my birthday gift back to 2006. Sadly, there are no more space for 7 inch. I have to borrow some storage.



I will post something I need to give out in these few days. Hope you would take them so I don't need to throw them away.

過去的一個月是虛渡的，是學習生活的知識，但對生活而言並無一點意義。

我膽敢說現在是我人生所經歷過的日子中的最迷惘，也是最困惑的時期。從未有過這麼迷失的感覺，也沒有像現在那麼感到自己的無能與失敗。或許我作了數個嚴重的錯誤決擇，又或許我那是太幼稚。

曾經或到自己所喜歡，所想，所追求的某些事情。現在我都失去了興趣，都在躲避。我所喜歡追求的知識已經被忘掉，所享受的生活習慣已經消失得無影無蹤。至於原因，我現在明的了。可能已經太遟，可能要改變而帶來的種種會大得不能承受。

Foods for this month... because the time was boring...


With Yumi's recipe

Pasta, Peking Spring Onion, Dry Garlic, Onion, Cabbage, Potato

Yes... Beef

Baked Potato Skin

A meal

I heard it is very spicy...

Four Cheese...heavy...

Chilled Peas Soup, Laksa Fried Rich



Nattou Fried Rice (Japanese favourite bean)

Custard Pudding

Onion Soup

四六年華已過一半，想不到還要為學業而擔憂。自覺又自知天資有限，加上小時後多餘的全身麻醉手術，向來都有點自卑。加上童年時候的陰影，人生目標往往含糊不清。莫說成文成章，說話都吞吞吐吐，詞不達意。可來成功之望？雖說對某些與生俱來的能力有小量信心，但卻一一與實質生活無關。即多餘也。

說迷信也好，幼稚也好。掌心的事業線未出現，令我深信一身將無事業。或許只有為父母工作，照顧三餐。再者，要為自己求來一宿，高床軟枕中的半個身位，一格衣櫃。